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Ayahuasca and my Path into shamanism. Journeys to authentic shamans of Peru and Mexico, personal experience of more than 180 ceremonies: Ayahuasca, Peyote, mushrooms and shamanic diets.

Aleksei Author
91 min Reading time
15 631 words Length
180+ Ceremonies
15.04.2022 Published
11.08.2026 Updated

Introduction

Hi, my name is Aleksei. For more than 8 years I have been studying the authentic shamanic traditions of the Indian tribes of Peru and Mexico. In that time I have taken part in more than 180 shamanic ceremonies. Mostly these were Ayahuasca1 ceremonies in Peru, in the tradition of the Shipibo people. I combined these ceremonies with shamanic diets2 involving other powerful medicinal plants of the Amazon. In Mexico I also went through Peyote ceremonies3 in the tradition of the Huichol (WixΓ‘rika) people, several mushroom ceremonies4 in the tradition of the Mazatec people, and the Indian sweat lodge, the Temazcal5. Besides that, I have taken part in some rites of Siberian shamanism with people who are trying to restore those traditions.

At some point I realized that I wanted to share my experience, and I wrote this article. I will tell you what shamanism is and who shamans are, what Ayahuasca is, how it works, and why it is important to go through ceremonies only with authentic shamans. I will describe what I personally encountered in my shamanic journeys and how it has affected my life. One of my main motives is to warn people who are interested in ceremonies with Ayahuasca, Peyote, San Pedro, Iboga and certain other plants and mushrooms about the serious risks involved. Perhaps my experience will help someone make sense of this subject, find their bearings and find their own Path.

Besides, people often ask me why I do all this, what I need so many ceremonies for – and this text will be my answer to that question too πŸ™‚.

A quick note on what Ayahuasca, Peyote, Temazcal, mushrooms and diets are Β· 5 terms
Ayahuasca1 (also known as the vine of spirits, the vine of death, la medicina, purga, remedio and many other names)
– a brew made from the Banisteriopsis caapi vine and the leaves of Chacruna (Psychotria viridis) or Chaliponga (Diplopterys cabrerana). For thousands of years it has been used in the authentic shamanic ceremonies of the Shipibo-Conibo, AshΓ‘ninka, Jivaro and other Indigenous peoples of the Amazon.
Shamanic diet2
– a special practice of working with plants, used for learning shamanic medicine and training in shamanism, for developing awareness and sensitivity, and also for treating serious illnesses and for the overall healing of body and psyche. It combines the taking of plant decoctions or infusions with an ascetic way of life: particular dietary restrictions, seclusion and sexual abstinence. The specific rules depend on the plants with which the diet is held.
Peyote3 (lat. Lophophora williamsii; also known as peyotl, hikuri, peyotito and many other names)
– a cactus revered as a sacred plant by some Indian peoples of North America. As with the Amazonian traditions of working with Ayahuasca, North America has ancient traditions of its own for working with this cactus. It is used in the shamanic ceremonies of the Huichol and other Indigenous tribes.
Sacred mushrooms4
– several species of psilocybin mushrooms capable of bringing a person into a state of deep trance. As with Ayahuasca and Peyote, some Indigenous peoples (for example, the Mazatec in Mexico) have their own millennia-old traditions of using them in authentic ceremonies. These mushrooms are known to many, but work with them in shamanic ceremonies differs radically from experiments on one's own.
Temazcal5 (also known as the house of steam)
– an ancient shamanic rite, the traditional sweat lodge of the Indians of North America. It is used as a purifying ritual, and for the healing of body and spirit. As with other shamanic practices, there is the authentic Temazcal, held by real masters, and there are its simplified imitations.
Full contents 16 sections Β· 2 open
  1. 1 Introduction open
  2. 2 How I came to this and what shamanic practices have given me.
  3. 3 What is shamanism, and what is its essence? open
  4. 4 The work of shamans and guides. On the sad situation that has taken shape around Ayahuasca.
  5. 5 Who the shaman (curandero) is, and his role in the shamanic ceremony.
  6. 6 On psychedelia, charlatans and brujos, and how imitation differs from real shamanism. Traps and dangers.
  7. 7 On the work of ceremony organizers and guides into the world of shamanism.
  8. 8 What happens at real shamanic ceremonies? The practical value of this experience.
  9. 9 Healing the physical body, work with addictions, and medicinal plants.
  10. 10 Shamanic psychotherapy and the healing of the psyche. The influence of past experience on a person's life, and the revisiting of that experience.
  11. 11 Meeting fears and overcoming them. The fear of death and living through the experience of death.
  12. 12 Immersion in ancestral memory, the memory of the Ancestors. The influence of history on human lives.
  13. 13 A look into the future. Humanity's path and choice. The birth and death of civilizations. Life on other planets.
  14. 14 The spiritual reality of our world and deep contact with Nature. Tatewari, Grandfather Fire.
  15. 15 Immortality and higher states of consciousness. On Life after Death, and on the vast game we are all playing.
  16. 16 Afterword. I believe it is important to preserve this priceless Knowledge.

What is shamanism, and what is its essence?

Shamanism is an ancient practice of entering special trance states of consciousness, in which a person is able to see and understand far more than in everyday life. To perceive the world as it really is, and by the power of one's consciousness to influence one's own life, the lives of other people and the surrounding world. Shamanism can be called a system of practical knowledge about the essence of our consciousness, about the nature of the human being and human society, about the workings of our world and of the whole of creation. Beyond that, it is the ability to establish a special connection with living nature, with pure nature spirits and with one's own lineage.

Genuine tribal shamanism always had a practical orientation: it helped solve difficult tasks and problems, taught reason and awareness, changed people's lives for the better, made it possible to see reality as it actually is. Its birth and development were driven by the natural human need to know oneself and the world, and by the wish to solve practical tasks of every kind:

  • to survive and multiply successfully,
  • to heal illness and take away pain,
  • to keep the body and mind healthy, and to live longer,
  • to hunt well and grow a good harvest,
  • to protect oneself, one's family and one's property,
  • to improve relations between people and resolve conflicts,
  • to find what was lost.

Ancient shamanic traditions whose direct transmission was never interrupted, and which have come down to us in their pure, original form, are called authentic. They took shape from deep antiquity onwards, over many generations. A colossal body of human knowledge and experience was accumulated – all that people discovered and understood across a great many human lifetimes – and it was passed on from generation to generation for thousands of years (!), from teachers to students.

Shamanism existed among many peoples of the Earth. Sadly, by now most peoples have forgotten their shamanic traditions and lost this priceless knowledge along their way. What our world calls β€œshamanism” rarely has anything to do with genuine authentic shamanism. Most often it is mere imitation with no real power. But in some regions of our planet the real thing still survives. And I am very glad that I was given the chance to encounter it.

An Indian maloca where shamanic Ayahuasca ceremonies are held
An Indian maloca where shamanic Ayahuasca ceremonies are held.
What this article does not contain
  • information on where to get the plants or how to prepare the brew;
  • dosages or instructions for taking them on your own;
  • specific names of shamans or the places where they work.

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Reader reviews

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    Anna Pinned

    Thanks to your article and recommendations I am now in Tarapoto, Peru. Words cannot describe the beauty and depth of the ceremonies. I went through charlatan ceremonies before – thankfully they did no particular harm, but NOW I have something to compare with. What happens here, and how it happens, is quite hard to put into words. And I am happy to have the chance to touch real shamanism. Just today I was saying to my guide how sad the thought is that when the last real shaman leaves this world, the ancient knowledge will disappear...

  • Aleksei Author

    Hi, Anna! I am so glad you are there! Have good ceremonies! 🌿

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    k_syzdykova

    Aleksei, thank you so much for an honest, genuine account – it takes great courage and is obviously the result of enormous inner work.

    The link to your site came to me quite by chance, exactly when I realized I was ready for ayahuasca – although before that, thoughts of this ceremony frightened me, precisely because of the gaudy Instagram pages, dressed-up shamans and the feeling of "pop" fakeness.

    I will write to you about the contacts; in this comment I wanted to express sincere gratitude for your readiness to share valuable experience with people – what you see as your path touched me deeply. I wish you a bright path!

  • Aleksei Author

    You're welcome – thank you for the feedback and the wishes! And all the best to you on your Path! ✨

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    Anna

    Aleksei, thank you so much for such a detailed account. A lot of it resonated with me – especially about the expansion of consciousness and about death. I have a terrible fear of death, and as a child I always asked myself what happens when a person is gone – where do they go... I have been to Peru more than once and plan to go again in June 2025. I have not taken ayahuasca yet; I want to feel whether it is the right way for me.

  • Aleksei Author

    You're welcome!

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    Anna

    Thank you very much – my friend and I have long been interested in this subject, and if possible we would like to receive a recommendation by email. Good luck in the new year πŸ€
    Best regards
    Anna

  • Aleksei Author

    You're welcome! Thank you for the wishes.

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    Olga Laskin

    Thank you! By chance (yes, there is no such thing as chance) I landed on your page. A wonderful article, thank you! I am unhurriedly making my way inward; I hope that when I am ready for a shamanic journey, you will point me in the right direction.

  • Aleksei Author

    You're welcome!

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    Aleksandr

    This is the most Complete text of an article on what one needs to know about entheogens! The most optimal digest, well developed and in understandable language without all those scientific terms! Thank you so much for the work you have done

  • Aleksei Author

    You're welcome!

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    Nati

    Thank you. It was very interesting to read. I had the feeling I was reading a Castaneda book – just as absorbing. Sorry for the comparison.

  • Aleksei Author

    You're welcome! Castaneda is a well-known writer; long ago I read his books.

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    Yelena

    I am very glad I read your article; I recently became interested in this subject and found answers to many questions here. Thank you so much for the work and for presenting the information in such an easy-to-understand and interesting way! If it is not too much trouble, please write me your recommendations on shamans – I hope I will manage to get to a ceremony. Thank you

  • Aleksei Author

    You're welcome! I did my best. For recommendations, you can write to me using the contacts listed at the end of the article. I do not give public recommendations here in the comments, only in private correspondence.

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    Aron

    Hello, could you tell me what place in Peru to go to and to which shaman? Please. Thank you

  • Aleksei Author

    Hello! Regarding recommendations, you can write to me using the contacts listed at the end of the article.

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    Mariya

    Thank you for the account. Detailed, vivid.. I have been through many hours of therapy, studied psychology myself, but it was all not quite it (your example with the child's toy shovel is a good one) I started thinking about something more serious. The choice fell on ayahuasca. But it was precisely the fear of ending up with the wrong people in the wrong place that held me back for a long time. And then I came across your account… I will reach out to you

  • Aleksei Author

    You're welcome! Yes, feel free to reach out.

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    Nadezhda

    Great article, described so interestingly, it resonates. Thank you. Write me, pls, recommendations on where/with whom one can go through such practices – I am only fluent in Russian :).

  • Aleksei Author

    You're welcome! Glad it resonates. For recommendations, you can write to me using the contacts listed at the end of the article. I too am only fluent in Russian – other languages come hard to me. But that does not stop me from traveling.

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    Irina

    Aleksei, thank you for passing on all this inner and outer work in such a mindful way, for the depth and the value. I have been turning thoughts of ayahuasca over for a long time now; it is precisely the mindfulness of how these processes are held that matters to me, because I have encountered holotropic breathwork and a number of practices, and I know how they stir up the processes you speak of and how they turn a life around – and with ayahuasca I can only guess, knowing that all my guesses equal 0 as to where it will take me and what it will bring up… πŸ˜‰ unknown, but I have a number of meaningful requests for working with it. With ayahuasca I definitely want that mindfulness, so please recommend – if yes.. then whom?

    Thank you for the value you have passed on.

  • Aleksei Author

    You're welcome! Thank you for the feedback! For recommendations, you can write to me using the contacts listed at the end of the article.

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    Sabina

    My thanks to the author for the article! The information is clear, understandable and logical.

  • Aleksei Author

    You're welcome!

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    Tengrian

    Hello, Aleksei! I read your article in one breath! Impressive, concise, accessibly written. You must write a book!

    Please recommend…

  • Aleksei Author

    Hello! Thank you for the feedback! For recommendations, you can write to me using the contacts listed at the end of the article.

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    Yuliya

    Hello :) could you advise a shaman you have vetted yourself? Thank you in advance for your reply!

  • Aleksei Author

    Hello. Yes, you can write to me using the contacts listed at the end of the article.

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    Olga

    Thank you for the article – so interesting and engaging! I really want to attend a ceremony. I have written to your email; I would appreciate recommendations.

  • Aleksei Author

    You're welcome! I have replied to your email.

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    Natalya

    super article. really interesting, read it to the end. really want to plan a trip and go there. thanks for the article.

  • Aleksei Author

    You're welcome!

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    Natalya

    Aleksei, thank you so much for such a detailed account – it is very valuable and important for those searching for information.
    Please send me the contacts of the shamans and guides you recommend πŸ™

  • Aleksei Author

    You're welcome! I replied to your message on Telegram.

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    Marina

    Aleksei, thank you so much for this article. I read it with pleasure. I am going to an ayahuasca ceremony at the end of July, and I am very nervous. Perhaps you could point me to good shamans for the future. I very much hope I will end up in good hands.

  • Aleksei Author

    You're welcome! Yes, I can. You can write to me using the contacts listed at the end of the article.

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    Littletsv

    Hello, Aleksei, thank you for the article. Please write your email (I would be very grateful) – I would like to know with whom and where you went through ceremony. Thank you.

  • Aleksei Author

    Hello, here it is. My email is ayaua.com@gmail.com.

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    Leonid

    Thank you, Aleksei, for your Work. Written in an accessible and literate language. It reads with interest and stokes the desire to set off for Peru immediately. But my wife and I are planning the trip for June. We would be grateful for information about real shamans who hold ceremonies. Good luck to you in gaining new knowledge and experience.

  • Aleksei Author

    You're welcome, Leonid! Thank you for the response and the wishes. For recommendations, you can write to me using the contacts listed at the end of the article.

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    Georgiy

    Hello Aleksei! Everything is described superbly. I am going to visit Peru and honestly want to go through one healing session with a real Shaman, after the long struggle I have been living in. Please send me by email where I can find a real Shaman, thank you in advance.

  • Aleksei Author

    Hello, Georgiy! Thank you for the response. For recommendations, write to me using the contacts listed at the end of the article.

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    Margo

    Hello. Could you recommend, so to say, a trusted shaman? We are planning to go to Peru. But searching for a shaman on the internet is buying a pig in a poke :) And we would like someone we can trust.

  • Aleksei Author

    Hello! For recommendations, you can write to me using the contacts listed at the end of the article.

  • R
    Raul

    Hello! A powerful yet light text. That I came across you on Telegram, Aleksei, is a great stroke of luck and a sign.

  • Aleksei Author

    Hello, thank you for the response!

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    Maks

    Thank you for the detailed and very vivid text – your experience shows in it. Very valuable hugs

  • Aleksei Author

    You're welcome!

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    Diana

    Hi :) Thank you for your stories!

    Tell me please, were you scared even before the trip, at the mere thought of it, and how did you cope with that, if you were? I ask because I have long been in a passive search, I have long been thinking about a ceremony – and also that the experiences you describe are the only thing worth striving for at all. At the same time I feel a great fear of losing what I have. Even if it turns out there is nothing there. I feel dependent on my own illusions and afraid of parting with them, though I feel no pleasure in life.

  • Aleksei Author

    Hi, thank you for the response!

    Personally I had no fear BEFORE – I had aspiration and desire, I felt and knew that I needed it and wanted it. It became scary already THERE, when I met my fears and understood how hard serious work on oneself can be. I wrote in the article that at one point I got frightened and wanted to run away. But I coped with that fear.

    And there are many different Paths in life – it does not have to be experiences of this kind; you simply have not found yours yet, it seems. Many people tend to live in illusions: some want to get rid of them and do the work of freeing themselves, some do not and live with them all their lives. It is everyone's personal choice. Personally, I lost nothing from traveling to authentic shamanic ceremonies – and gained a great deal. But it is true that freeing yourself from illusions can be painful and unexpected. Reality sometimes turns out not to be what we imagined it to be for a long time... And there can be many reasons why you feel no pleasure in life. It makes sense to look into what the true cause of that state is.

  • K
    Kira

    Aleksei, thank you for your work. I read it in one breath, although what comes in ceremony is very hard to put into words. Your text inspired me and reminded me of my own ceremonies with the medicine – I still cannot fit that experience into words. So much resonates with your vision, and the example of the universal Google is spot on! Did you ever look at what time is in ceremony? It is impossible to describe how they showed it to me :)
    Keep creating, you are doing it beautifully.

  • Aleksei Author

    Thank you for the response and the wishes!

    I think time could be called the flow of life in which we all move. And a human life, which each of us perceives as long and full of events, is only a brief instant on the scale of the Universe's time. At the ceremonies themselves, the sense of time changes, especially in states of deep trance. Within minutes of real time a very large volume of information can come through – an order of magnitude more than we receive in the ordinary state of consciousness in our ordinary life.

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    Lyudmila

    I liked your drawing of the Eagle with a candle – I see it as the harmony of Fire and Water, and many more meanings besides... And reading your text, it plays out as if I were watching a film about journeys... Gratitude! May your path be bright! All the good to you!

  • Aleksei Author

    Thank you for the comment and the wishes!

    This drawing is one I photographed in Mexico. Its theme is the peyote ceremonies held there. I like it very much.

  • A
    Angelina

    Thank you for your work, for sharing such valuable personal experience! The article is fascinating and everything is described very clearly.

  • Aleksei Author

    Thank you for the feedback!

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    Rasa

    This is not the first article I have read about ayahuasca. I had set myself the task of finding a real shaman and good guides in order to heal myself mentally (I partly recognized myself in your story). And almost every time something in the account felt off. In the end I stopped searching. I had no trust in the "tours" on offer.

    Now, reading you, I understand: "yes", this is what I need. A calm, peaceful manner, important details, warnings, personal experience of searching. Behind the text one can see your message of kindness and flourishing. Please keep writing. Thank you for sharing!

    I would like to ask you too to send the recommendations to my email.

  • Aleksei Author

    I know that feeling well. When I decided to go to Peru and started looking for a real shaman, I dug through the whole Russian-speaking internet, wrote to various shamanic centers, talked to many people. But I did not have the feeling that this was what I was looking for. That is, intuitively I knew I wanted to find the most luminous and genuine. And when I found the people I mention in this article, I understood that this was what I had been looking for, and I went to them. And already at my first ceremony I understood I had not been mistaken in my choice. Though of course, back then I did not know how valuable it would all turn out to be for me...

    So in this article I am also answering my own questions – the ones I had at the time of my search, in 2018. So that these answers help those who are searching now to find the genuine. As for your request, I will reply to the email you left in the comment.

    You're welcome!

  • D
    Dilbar

    Aleksei, thank you for the article πŸ™πŸ» very valuable information! Everything is written with such ease. The info about fire caught me – maybe you will also feel the call to explore it more deeply :) thank you once again

  • Aleksei Author

    Thank you for the response! Yes, perhaps I will write about Fire separately and in more detail. It is an interesting subject...

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    Yana

    Thank you for presenting this information so beautifully, the text feels alive; I will be glad to read you in the future, good luck with your undertakings, studies and projects; I thank you and support with all my soul the idea of preserving and passing on the knowledge – that is exactly what I would follow!

    I hope someday I will get to Peru too; I would be grateful for recommendations and advice on whom to turn to for help in going through a ceremony.

    Thank you, and I wish you success with all my heart!

  • Aleksei Author

    Thank you for your words! This is very valuable to me.

    I can give recommendations in private correspondence, by email and on Telegram, to people who ask about it.

    I wish you success on your Path as well!

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    Anastasiya

    I read it from beginning to end without looking away from the screen – incredibly interesting and enlightening. As if I had been there beside you. I would love more articles and hints on how an ordinary person who understands nothing of this can start their own path of seeking and getting to know their soul and themselves. Maybe someday you will write a book about your journeys and transformation.

  • Aleksei Author

    Thank you for the comment! I have actually thought about that direction – some more articles or projects on this subject. I started with this site and this long text; later I may do something else. I have thought about a book too, maybe someday I will write one, but definitely not at this stage of my life. There are still many things I want to figure out and make sense of...

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    Olga

    Hello Aleksei! Deep gratitude to you for such a clear, sincere, compact and remarkably useful account of your path. I am also glad that a couple of years ago I decided not to go to a ceremony in Estonia. Now I understand how responsibly this matter must be approached! Blessings to you!

  • Aleksei Author

    Good evening, thank you for your words! In my view, not going to Estonia was a very good decision – this really should be taken seriously.

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    Anna

    Thank you so much for the text. The subject of ayahuasca and shamanism has been of great interest to me lately. I really want to get to Peru for a ceremony in the near future. I hope you will be able to give recommendations on choosing a place, a guide and a curandero. Looking forward to your future publications!

  • Aleksei Author

    You're welcome! For recommendations, you can write to me using the contacts listed at the end of the article.

  • G
    Georgiy

    Really awesome text, thank you!

  • Aleksei Author

    You're welcome!

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    Katrinika

    Aleksei, thank you for sharing your personal experience, it makes for interesting reading! it came out clear, to the point, and not overloaded... it is valuable that you are sincere, and that the text leaves space for the reader!

  • Aleksei Author

    You're welcome!

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    Dana

    Thank you for writing about your experience. This subject really interests me, and you described it so lightly, beautifully and accessibly :) I hope you will keep writing :)
    P.S. I read it at just the right time for me :) Thank you ☺️ :)

  • Aleksei Author

    You're welcome :)